Bits and Bytes

We humans are a strange breed. We are by nature stubborn and tend to rely first on our own strength and resources. When I served in the western part of Nebraska, I called that a rancher ethic. Ranchers are strong, determined, hard working and independent for the most part. Before anyone comments on that statement, please know that I mean it in the best possible way. Ranchers are used to seeing new life enter the world during calving season. Calving is a critical step forward for a productive year. But the rancher is also no stranger to death. Not every cow survives giving birth to her calf. Sometimes the rancher is required to "put the animal down." The rancher knows that time is critical, especially when the cows decide to give birth during a snow storm.
Like the rancher, you and I are often no stranger to suffering. Yet, for some reason we often put off that treatment which could eliminate at least a portion of the suffering. Why do we do that? Why do I do that? Is it because I don't want to bother God until I really need to? Is it because I am afraid it is too big for God to handle? Perhaps I am afraid God won't help me. For whatever reason, I and many of you, try to go it alone. That seldom works.